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[18 Mar 2006|12:19pm] [ mood | happy ] I be home for like a very short time, so im stopping in to say hello and i miss you all mucho <3 3 comments|post comment

[06 Jul 2005|09:59pm] [ mood | depressed ] tihs is my last night at home :( Im going to miss you all so much. im not alowed to make phone calls but im pretty shure i can write letters...so here is the adress if anyone wants to write: Melissa Vincent c/o Pine Canyon Home 1249 E. Whispering Horse Dr. Erda, Utah 84074 I love you all <333333333333333 bye :( 4 comments|post comment

[04 Jul 2005|04:38pm] [ mood | worried ] Ello...im home for a few hours. This sucks i have to go to a residential place in Utah for like a year which is appearently supposed to help me stop cutting and eat normally...soo...I really hope i get to see people before i go <3 5 comments|post comment

[19 Jun 2005|11:47am] [ mood | confused ] last night was odd i woke up like 5 different times and like everytime it felt like i just woke up from a bad dream but i diddnt remember anything...i dont know 1 comment|post comment

[17 Jun 2005|07:09pm] [ mood | happy ] melissas home!!! 4 comments|post comment

[11 Jun 2005|08:47pm] [ mood | sad ] :( byebye :'( 2 comments|post comment

[11 Jun 2005|03:14pm] [ mood | excited ] ello! I is home for a few hours...and then i get to go b99ac7k to the jo//yo/u/s hell/////////////...lemmonhead is trying to help me type...umm...yeah so...+1111111111111111111hi!!!... 2 comments|post comment

[06 Apr 2005|10:03pm] [ mood | sick ] We always want something better than we have...we think what we have suck, but we want what the other person has and the same for them. We get what we wanted, but no its just not good enough. It seemed so much better in our imaginations then what it seems in real life. We get whats even better, but its now so much farther away from what we want then when the obsession started. As it gets "better" in our minds we want so much more...or less. We get closer to the goal, but the goal gets so great and changes everytime we achieve what we think is "better" we can never reach it because we are never satisfied with what we have or dont. As we achieve "more or "less" we need better, but what we have is beond better and its sickining. To other people youve gone way to far, but to yourself you have so much further to go. It becomes an uncureable obsession and cannot be cured. Soon you die still wanting to get closer to your goal when the best thing would be to get further away from it. you could take this in many different ways, but hopefully no one knows what im talking about... 2 comments|post comment

[02 Apr 2005|09:45pm] [ mood | scared ] whats the point of a promise? they can easily get broken...even if you truly dont want to break it...what if you do and then it hurts even more 1 comment|post comment

[01 Apr 2005|09:53am] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | oasis-where did it all go wrong? ] You know that feeling you get You feel you're older than time You ain't exactly sure If you've been away a while Do you keep the receipts For the friends that you buy And ain't it bittersweet You were only just getting by But I hope you know That it won't let go It sticks around with you until the day you die And i hope you know that it's touch and go I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside Where did it all go wrong? And until you've repaired The dreams you bought for your lies You'll be castaway Alone under the stormy skies But I hope you know That it won't let go It sticks around with you until the day you die And i hope you know that it's touch and go I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside Where did it all go wrong? post comment

[31 Mar 2005|11:28pm] [ mood | lonely ] i wish when i click the delete button...it will be gone post comment

[28 Mar 2005|12:11pm] [ mood | blank ] bye bye :) post comment

[27 Mar 2005|10:21pm] [ mood | angry ] i am very angry for no reason...ok 1 comment|post comment

[27 Mar 2005|12:06pm] AHH! 1 comment|post comment

[22 Mar 2005|03:41pm] [ mood | cold ] You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you. </td> The Beast 63% Sleeping Beauty 50% Peter Pan 44% Ariel 38% Donald Duck 38% Goofy 38% Cinderella 38% Snow White 31% Cruella De Ville 25% Pinocchio 25% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. </td> Unipolar Depression 67% Eating Disorders 58% Antisocial Personality Disorder 42% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 25% Schizophrenia 25% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com im bored...sorry im wasting spaCE post comment

[22 Mar 2005|03:21pm] [ mood | amused ] You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. </td> agnosticism 88% Hinduism 75% Paganism 58% Buddhism 58% Judaism 38% atheism 38% Islam 38% Satanism 33% Christianity 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? </td> Suicide 100% Stabbed 80% Bomb 60% Accident 53% Posion 53% Dissapear 47% Eaten 33% Disease 13% Drowning 13% Gunshot 7% Suffocated 7% Electric Chair 7% Cut Throat 0% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Earlobe Piercing. Awwww aren't you cute with your little goody-goody attitude and what not. Maybe you should stop being so freaking nice and go and burn something. I mean seriously. </td> Earlobe Piercing 70% Cartilage Piercing 60% Belly Button Piercing 60% Nose Piercing 60% Nipples 40% Labret Piercing 40% Tongue Piercing 40% Lip Piercing 30% Dirty Piercings 30% What Piercing Are You? created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[22 Mar 2005|03:19pm] [ mood | blank ] You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof). Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe. </td> agnosticism 88% Hinduism 75% Paganism 58% Buddhism 58% Judaism 38% atheism 38% Islam 38% Satanism 33% Christianity 17% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com post comment

[20 Mar 2005|12:12pm] [ mood | gloomy ] i see the world full with life...rotting 3 comments|post comment

[19 Mar 2005|11:33am] [ mood | anxious ] i just dont understand.......how is it going to do anything but make things worse? ... post comment

[15 Mar 2005|08:39pm] [ mood | infuriated ] how can something so little make you so angry? 1 comment|post comment

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