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deadreflection3 @ 2006-03-18T12:19:00

2006-03-18T20:21:05Z

I be home for like a very short time, so im stopping in to say hello and i miss you all mucho <3

deadreflection3 @ 2005-07-06T21:59:00

2005-07-07T05:05:52Z

tihs is my last night at home :( Im going to miss you all so much. im not alowed to make phone calls but im pretty shure i can write letters...so here is the adress if anyone wants to write:

Melissa Vincent c/o
Pine Canyon Home
1249 E. Whispering Horse Dr.
Erda, Utah 84074

I love you all <333333333333333 bye :(

deadreflection3 @ 2005-07-04T16:38:00

2005-07-04T23:41:33Z

Ello...im home for a few hours. This sucks i have to go to a residential place in Utah for like a year which is appearently supposed to help me stop cutting and eat normally...soo...I really hope i get to see people before i go <3

deadreflection3 @ 2005-06-19T11:47:00

2005-06-19T18:49:45Z

last night was odd i woke up like 5 different times and like everytime it felt like i just woke up from a bad dream but i diddnt remember anything...i dont know

deadreflection3 @ 2005-06-17T19:09:00

2005-06-18T02:10:10Z

melissas home!!!

deadreflection3 @ 2005-06-11T20:47:00

2005-06-12T03:48:34Z

:( byebye :'(

deadreflection3 @ 2005-06-11T15:14:00

2005-06-11T22:16:12Z

ello! I is home for a few hours...and then i get to go b99ac7k to the jo//yo/u/s hell/////////////...lemmonhead is trying to help me type...umm...yeah so...+1111111111111111111hi!!!...

deadreflection3 @ 2005-04-06T22:03:00

2005-04-07T05:19:14Z

We always want something better than we have...we think what we have suck, but we want what the other person has and the same for them. We get what we wanted, but no its just not good enough. It seemed so much better in our imaginations then what it seems in real life. We get whats even better, but its now so much farther away from what we want then when the obsession started. As it gets "better" in our minds we want so much more...or less. We get closer to the goal, but the goal gets so great and changes everytime we achieve what we think is "better" we can never reach it because we are never satisfied with what we have or dont. As we achieve "more or "less" we need better, but what we have is beond better and its sickining. To other people youve gone way to far, but to yourself you have so much further to go. It becomes an uncureable obsession and cannot be cured. Soon you die still wanting to get closer to your goal when the best thing would be to get further away from it. you could take this in many different ways, but hopefully no one knows what im talking about...

deadreflection3 @ 2005-04-02T21:45:00

2005-04-03T05:48:29Z

whats the point of a promise? they can easily get broken...even if you truly dont want to break it...what if you do and then it hurts even more

deadreflection3 @ 2005-04-01T09:53:00

2005-04-01T17:54:59Z

You know that feeling you get
You feel you're older than time
You ain't exactly sure
If you've been away a while

Do you keep the receipts
For the friends that you buy
And ain't it bittersweet
You were only just getting by

But I hope you know
That it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And i hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside
Where did it all go wrong?

And until you've repaired
The dreams you bought for your lies
You'll be castaway
Alone under the stormy skies

But I hope you know
That it won't let go
It sticks around with you until the day you die
And i hope you know that it's touch and go
I hope the tears don't stain the world that waits outside
Where did it all go wrong?

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-31T23:28:00

2005-04-01T07:30:21Z

i wish when i click the delete button...it will be gone

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-28T12:11:00

2005-03-28T20:11:52Z

bye bye :)

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-27T22:21:00

2005-03-28T06:22:26Z

i am very angry for no reason...ok

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-27T12:06:00

2005-03-27T20:06:36Z

AHH!

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-22T15:41:00

2005-03-23T00:17:05Z

You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

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The Beast

63%

Sleeping Beauty

50%

Peter Pan

44%

Ariel

38%

Donald Duck

38%

Goofy

38%

Cinderella

38%

Snow White

31%

Cruella De Ville

25%

Pinocchio

25%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets.

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Unipolar Depression

67%

Eating Disorders

58%

Antisocial Personality Disorder

42%

Borderline Personality Disorder

33%

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

25%

Schizophrenia

25%

Which mental disorder do you have?
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im bored...sorry im wasting spaCE

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-22T15:21:00

2005-03-22T23:33:38Z

You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Agnosticism is a philosophy that God's existence cannot be proven. Some say it is possible to be agnostic and follow a religion; however, one cannot be a devout believer if he or she does not truly believe.

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agnosticism

88%

Hinduism

75%

Paganism

58%

Buddhism

58%

Judaism

38%

atheism

38%

Islam

38%

Satanism

33%

Christianity

17%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say?

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Suicide

100%

Stabbed

80%

Bomb

60%

Accident

53%

Posion

53%

Dissapear

47%

Eaten

33%

Disease

13%

Drowning

13%

Gunshot

Suffocated

Electric Chair

Cut Throat

How Will You Die??
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You scored as Earlobe Piercing. Awwww aren't you cute with your little goody-goody attitude and what not. Maybe you should stop being so freaking nice and go and burn something. I mean seriously.

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Earlobe Piercing

70%

Cartilage Piercing

60%

Belly Button Piercing

60%

Nose Piercing

60%

Nipples

40%

Labret Piercing

40%

Tongue Piercing

40%

Lip Piercing

30%

Dirty Piercings

30%

What Piercing Are You?
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deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-22T15:19:00

2005-03-22T23:19:21Z

agnosticism

88%

Hinduism

75%

Paganism

58%

Buddhism

58%

Judaism

38%

atheism

38%

Islam

38%

Satanism

33%

Christianity

17%

Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-20T12:12:00

2005-03-20T20:13:40Z

i see the world full with life...rotting

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-19T11:33:00

2005-03-19T19:34:15Z

i just dont understand.......how is it going to do anything but make things worse? ...

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-15T20:39:00

2005-03-16T04:40:45Z

how can something so little make you so angry?

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-14T15:21:00

2005-03-14T23:21:32Z

Body: WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY..?

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you make-out with me?
[12] Would you date me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you gonna repost this to see what I think about you?

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-14T15:10:00

2005-03-14T23:13:42Z

someone kill me...please NOW!

deadreflection3 @ 2005-03-12T11:14:00

2005-03-12T19:15:24Z

who wants to donate money to the melissa gets plastic surgery fund?

deadreflection3 @ 2005-02-28T17:42:00

2005-03-01T01:43:03Z

Your Love Number is

4

You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!

What Is Your Love Number?

deadreflection3 @ 2005-02-26T10:11:00

2005-02-26T18:26:03Z

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

You Are the Very Gay Bert and Ernie!

Two grown puppets living together, sleeping in the same room?
They've even got coordinating striped shirts!

What Gay Childhood Icon Are You?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Brain is 53.33% Female, 46.67% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are Depressed

No doubt about it, you're feeling very down.

Maybe you've had a bad day, or maybe you need help.

Either way, make sure to take good care of yourself right now.

What Mood Are You In?

*giggle*